i found sumbody who makes me happy makes me smile n accepts me as me, so y cant i seem 2 do the 1 thing tht he wants? is it tht im incapable of actually stayin happy or is it tht i dont kno how 2 b happy? idk which it is but i gotta figure it out b4 i lose wut culd b sum1 who culd make me happy 4 the rest of my life.